Sunday, December 16, 2007
bah...
slept thru the day...
nth to do at home...
well at least 2mrs gonna be a better day...
going shop wif z3n and cd! for presents.
but i don't know whether to buy...
my standard... is crap...
i can't believe im so noob...
learnt something i shouldnt have known but thx...
at least now i noe how to treat you as...
well, theres somethings ppl shouldnt really hope for...
if u know things are happening... you should just accept it.
if u wanna choose him. im fine wif it.
well... im sorry for screwing things up for everyone.
because of my big mouth.
now im very very confused.
i don't know anything anymore.
ur feelings, mine, wad i want and wads gonna happen in the future.
im sorry. i just expect too much from everyone around me... esp you.
im afraid. if i raise my hopes.
and what happens next isnt the way i hoped it would be.
that i would fall so bad. i will never want to get up again.
i feel bad. for the troubles i have caused. or because of my presence. ppl are hurt.
im sorry. to everyone. for the things i've done.
bryans right. that happened in the past. the future is in my grasp.
i should look forward and not harp on the past.
feelings changed.
slept thru the day...
nth to do at home...
well at least 2mrs gonna be a better day...
going shop wif z3n and cd! for presents.
but i don't know whether to buy...
my standard... is crap...
i can't believe im so noob...
learnt something i shouldnt have known but thx...
at least now i noe how to treat you as...
well, theres somethings ppl shouldnt really hope for...
if u know things are happening... you should just accept it.
if u wanna choose him. im fine wif it.
well... im sorry for screwing things up for everyone.
because of my big mouth.
now im very very confused.
i don't know anything anymore.
ur feelings, mine, wad i want and wads gonna happen in the future.
im sorry. i just expect too much from everyone around me... esp you.
im afraid. if i raise my hopes.
and what happens next isnt the way i hoped it would be.
that i would fall so bad. i will never want to get up again.
i feel bad. for the troubles i have caused. or because of my presence. ppl are hurt.
im sorry. to everyone. for the things i've done.
bryans right. that happened in the past. the future is in my grasp.
i should look forward and not harp on the past.
feelings changed.
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:52 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities